sometimes i think i'll never fit into this new world that opens it's doors to me. sometimes it's so hard to show myself to others. but i still can dream. no one can take it from me. i still can love. i still can survive the pain and open my eyes and say that it was a nightmare.

i feel that i'm leaving my hiding- place.

and in my mind i'm having a battle...

night and day

light and darkness

i don't know how to explain it...

(<= from osho's tarot: schizophrenia)